Treasure Hunter

i should be grateful w my life, and cherish whatever there is for me.

Happier.

I shall just care abt the present, because the future depends on it.

Treasure life, as He can just call you back anytime… when you least expected.

Alhamdullillah to good health, good living and good surroundings.

Mad Cow Disease

i hate nights.
When you cnt sleep. Especially when you need to, bt the scumbag power is too damn high.
When you want someone to be there, bt because in reality tt seems like a lot to give. So I just want to drown.
Just drown.
I just want to drown it away. Drown it and pretend shit didnt happen.
It’s so damn hard.
I hate myself for doing this to myself.
Fuck this.

Honey Dews and Watermelon

Everytime I read it or recalled it, it really hurts me. Seems like just anytime you cn up and leave…

I got scarred for life, I don’t wanna be wounded anymore.

So afraid.

Pleas

Let’s love us for who we are, and love us not for who we are expected to be.

Let’s embrace and keep recalling the good times, and nt let it get consumed by the likes of negativity.

Let’s be good to each other, because we don’t deserve bad.

M.S, I love you for who you are and really, pls don’t think any less of me if ever we disappoint each other… because only you cn fill tt strange emptiness in me.

For Me

And if by chance that special place that you’ve been dreaming of leads you to a lonely place, find your strength in love.

Blue Telephone

I really like Sistar’s Lead Me. 

Tmr’s my dad’s birthday, gonna see my sister after so long… that also means I’ll get to see my nieces too. I miss my family. 

I miss my mom the most. Sometimes I wish she was here, and I could talk to her about anything. She would know what to say, what to do. Feel like this is yet another lowest point, things I do or go through nowadays don’t seem right and all. 

I yearn for a getaway. 

Al-fatehah, Ibu.